I can't explain how I feel, I'm all out of sorts. I'm exhausted but not in the usual way. I'm starving but too tired to cook, the spring cleaning bug has hit me and again, I'm too tired to do anything about it.
I haven't got the heavy feeling I usually have when I'm tired, motivation is an all time zero but my body feels ok, no heaviness, the pain is minimal but I still can't get myself going. If my body usually felt like this I would class it as a better day but I'm just as bad as I am on a no spoons day but with a different feeling.
I don't know if it's the amitriptyline, I wouldn't have thought it would affect me so soon but nothing else seems to explain it.
I've been snoozing on and off all day. Usually if I'm sleepy I'll settle down to an hour or two and then I'm ok again but today I have been half asleep and half awake all day but not feeling any gain from the naps.
Just a really, odd, unknown feeling and I'm not comfortable with it at all, it's almost like I'm not within my body?
Sorry for the babble, just want to get it written down while it's fresh in mind and feeling.
About Me
- Sassy
- I'm 36 years old and have been suffering with ME/CFS for 7 years, officially diagnosed for 5. I used to be able to work part time and socialise on a few occasions. Since August of 2009 I crashed and have never recovered. I am now housebound unless my partner Nathan is with me, rely on crutches and had to give up work.
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